Taylor Swift - Out of The Woods
For me, what’s really sad about the whole #1989SecretSessions is that just because I don’t post and fangirl over Taylor online (I just do it in person instead) there is no way that I would ever get picked to meet her.
I have been to both Fearless and Speak Now UK Tours, and only missed the Red tour because I moved to America for year, which time she’d already toured. I have bought all of her singles, CD’s, even special releases, waited outside to try and meet her, stayed up till the early hours of the morning to watch live streams or for releases, defended her to all of my friends, cried with her, smiled with her, felt thankful for the invisible hug her music continuously makes me feel wrapped in. Yet I feel inferior to all of the other fans that get picked out to meet her just because I don’t post about her on social media websites. I just think it’s sad that I, along with many other fans, become unrecognizable just because we don’t continuously reblog and post every picture we see of Queen Tay.
EDIT: After writing this I feel like I sound bitter towards the fans who luckily did get picked out to take part in the Sessions. Jealous? Yes. Extremely. But never bitter. I’m more than happy for everyone that’s been lucky enough to attend! Like absolutely ecstatic for them. But it’s okay to feel jealous about it too, right?